The Good
Weight: 242.6 lbs
The Bad (for my financial situation)
I am taking Vitamin D, B12 sublinguals, flaxseed powder already and today I bought:
- 300 g of Ultimate High Alpha Whey Protein
- 500 ml of Nutra Sea Omega 3 liquid
- 20 ml of Bach Rescue Remedy drops
The boot camp is $140.
The naturopath is sliding scale based on income (thank the universe!) but getting healthy is not only a toll on the body but on my Mastercard.
But,: "Getting healthy and losing weight for life -- PRICELESS."
And now,
The Ugly.
I have body dyslexia. I don't actually know if there is such a thing but as a completely uncoordinated likelong klutz, I am claiming this designation.
When exercising, I got completely lost with directions on right and left and opposites. This is why I have never taken dance lessons and why work out videos make me swear.
It's all very confusing and I quickly get overwhelmed, frustrated and lost. As a kid I was even bad with those clapping games like "Miss Sue" et cetera.
This was why I loved being in the goth/alternative scene. The clothes and music was fantastic and you could be yourself.. I love dancing when it's unstructured because I can't learn choreography and I can express myself well with my body.
Getting healthy will allow me to do that again.
Hey, Jayne!
ReplyDeleteWell, I know I don't have to tell you that I know how you feel on this topic. I do want to ask you though, when you're exercising, is your trainer facing you or facing away from you? I have this theory that people like you and I need to be looking at our trainer's backs. I don't know why they all don't do that already!
She was facing the class.
ReplyDeleteYou know, I did wonder that myself, if it would have been easier if she was the other direction. But then, she needs to watch us to help us improve our movements..
I am somewhat the same way with doing classes.. I find that if you only pay attention to one thing at a time, it works better.. at least for me..
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the body dyslexia.. I hope you get it under control.. :)