Well, I'm still unmotivated, still trying to work out the best meds to help me through this time of depression and exhaustion.
Depending on the frequency of my sporadic bowel movements I am ranging between a low of 249.2 and a high of 252.4
I have started going to a peer-based support group and I am finding that to be helpful, especially since the person I was seeing at the counselling place is no longer there so I only had a total of 4 sessions with her.
The 4th session consisting of my freaking out because she told me while there that it was going to be our last session.
Baby Girl has been assessed with a speech/language delay. I started the "It talks two to talk" program last week.
Little Man is participating in a group ABA program with some other boys around his age for kids with autism and I take him to that every Tuesday evening.
Hubs is still not working but has been getting coverage for some re-education programs. He starts a Microsoft Office Suite course in a week or two.
My anxiety is very much under control, though I still have the paranoia issues but my depression just seems like it's getting worse and worse and I am struggling daily.
I am working so hard at sorting out my mental health issues and doing what I can to help my kids with their issues and be emotionally supportive of Hubs while he works on upgrading his education so he can eventually GET a job and support our family.
Rhyme Girl has been having a tough time at her Mom's with various things, so that's a worry and stressor for us as well.
I've been avoiding the blog world in general and I've actually been on Facebook a lot less as well. It's almost like the more I have to leave my house to do other things, the more I hide away.
But - I'm not dead.
I've spent quite a bit of time on ancestry.ca and ancestry.com as well as findagrave.com as that tends to help me relax.
And I've been reading more again the past week or so.
So that's where I'm at.
I hope all of you are well.